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[05 Dec 2005|04:18am] |
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This was bound to happen sooner or later.
I'm leaving.
Sorry guys, but I suck at Spinner and those of you that matter know the other reasons I'm leaving.
Love those of you I love, and don't know those of you I don't know.
Have great lifes peps.
♥Des
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| (7) damn |
[28 Nov 2005|12:35am] |
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So since I'm not grounded I've been out every night this week. Random parties and stuff, you know, the usual.
I feel like a jackass. I hung out with Darcy and we had an awesome time, then the very next day I go to a party and have sex with some girl that I don't even remember her name. I mean, I'm not with D, so I shouldn't feel bad, but I do. I like her alot and I don't want to do something to fuck it up. I've messed enough relationships I don't want Darcy to be another I screw up with. That girl called me last night and I didn't answer the phone, because I didn't want to make it worse.
Yeah, so drinking and partying's became my life again, it's great to be back out there. The band I was in kind of died while I was grounded, so yeah, that's done with. I'm going to just stay out of the music stuff for right now. I've got enough going on without having to worry about that too.
Well if any of you know of a cool party or want to hang out you know how reach me. I pretty much never sleep anymore that's what drugs do to you though, so you should be able to get ahold of me unless it's during school hours.
Anyways I'm out gotta head over to Kyle's house.
Peace.
-Spin
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| (6) woOt! |
[23 Nov 2005|12:44pm] |
I'M NOT GROUNDED ANYMORE!
FUCK YES SON!
Life is pretty damn good right now.
Hung out with Darcy the other day. We had some lunch, it was cool.
I like her alot.
Okay, I think that's all for now.
-Spin
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| (5) Booooring! |
[15 Nov 2005|02:05am] |
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So obviously my life has completely sucked these last few days. My dad took my phone away, so I can't even call people. I did find it the other night though while he was gone and called Manny....yeah that was an interesting conversation. She told me that she's losing all her friends because of me and that she doesn't have anything anymore. Dude HELLO!!! she had me. I guess that just wasn't enough. She needed to have herself surrounded by people that just hurt her all the time. You know what I don't even give a shit, let her life how she wants. If she doesn't wanna be with me, then she's not with me. We agreed we're just going to stay friends for now with everything that's going on.
Then at about the same time I was talking to Darce and Paige online. Man, I hadn't talked to Paige in years it seemed like. She was being her normal perky self. It was pretty cool. Once I'm not grounded we'll have to hang out sometime Paige.
Me and Darce just basically talked about what was going on with each other and stuff. I told her I didn't want to be in a relationship right now. It was because I wanted to be with Manny, but she didn't want me. Now I'm having second thoughts about that. I mean Darcy is an amazing girl and I'd be so lucky if I was with her. I might call her soon an apologize for my previous stupidity.
Well I guess that's about it. I'm gettin off here before my dad comes and rips my head off.
Night everrybody.
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| (4) Dammit |
[06 Nov 2005|08:50pm] |
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I like someone, well like 2 people, but I'm afraid to say anything to either one of them.
This sucks because right now really isn't the time for me to be liking these two people. Apparently both of them like other people, which isn't a big surprise, and my mind needs to be in other places. Not on these two girls.
Someone (that isn't one of them) needs to help me get my mind off these damn girls!
My plan is in motion to sneak out. I'm sure I'll get caught and grounded for life this time, but it'll be worth it.
And now I'm going to do...homework, oh boy.
Catch you all later.
-Spin
[[And I am now home. If you're actually my friend and know my journal go to it to read WHY I'm home. I won't be RP'ing tonight because my computer broke, but I'll hopefully be on tomorrow night. Yay for getting back in the routine. ♥]]
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| (3) Geez. |
[04 Nov 2005|07:03pm] |
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My life is so damn boring. I was finally starting to have a life back. People were starting to talk to me and I was actually allowed out of the house, then my damn dad decides that I'm grounded. Yeah, he grounded me, until he says different.
I'm probably sneaking out of the house next weekend because I can't take sitting here listening to him bitch all the time. I hear there's a party or something, so I'm sure I'll make an appearence.
Other then the fact I'm not allowed out of my room I've been working like a bitch. Mel has taken full advantage of this me having no life thing so she's making me work as many hours as she can. I've worked every day after school this past week from 4-12.
Okay I'm done bitching. I'm going to go sit in my room and play with myself since there's nothing better to do. *sarcasim*
-Spin
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| (2) Fun |
[24 Oct 2005|12:54am] |
Finally I got to have some fun with someone from Degrassi, and it wasn't Jay.
Me and Darcy hung out. I invited her to a party last night and she came. We just hung out and it was alot of fun. There was a bunch of guys hitting on her, just like I told her would happen. It was pretty funny. I was surprised at how laid back she was, honestly. I know she's in that whole Christian thing, so I didn't think she'd let loose like she did.
Other then that I've just been working and school. I'm actually doing good in school and my grades haven't crashed down yet, so everything's pretty good.
My dad yelled at me last night about being out so late. I hate when he does that shit. I mean he's never home, and the one night I get in late he bitches about needing structure. How does he have the right to tell me what I need? He probably can't even remember my birthday because he's never around. I'm so glad Darcy and I have become friends. She helped me out last night without even realizing it.
Well that's about it. I needa catch some z's so I wake up tomorrow for school.
-Spin
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| (1) New Journal |
[19 Oct 2005|12:36am] |
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I decided to get a new journal. I guess I just couldnt stay away from the LJ world. Its late so Im not going to type this huge entry about who I am or what Im all about, because Im sure if youre reading this you already know who I am, if you dont then thats your lose.
My life has been shit this past year, and Ive messed up alot of things with alot of people, but you know what, if Ive apologized and you cant get over it thats not my problem. If you dont like me then dont read my journal. I know Ive fucked my life up and I dont need you telling me that. Im not going to stop being who I am for any of you, so like I said before if you dont like me then Id suggest you stopped reading now. That's all a lie. I feel so bad for everything I've done, but I can't act like a pussy about everything. As my dad says "be a man Spinner. Girls don't like pussy's." I have to act like a man. Who cares if it's tearing me up inside?
I went to a party last weekend and got so fucked up. It was great. Ive missed just sitting around not giving a shit, so I decided that as of right now alcohol is my only friend. I dont care what any of you think, and I know Ive fucked up, I dont need you telling me, thanks.
One of my friends from Bardell asked me if I wanted to join his band so now Im in a new band (if you couldnt tell by the name). Obviously I play drums, and its awesome. We played a gig last night at this wedding for one of Rickies friends. It was so awesome. I want my wedding (if I ever get married) to be like theirs. It was so laid back and awesome. Everyone was just sitting around drinking and having fun. It was definately one of the best gigs Ive ever played.
I guess that about gets you up to date on my life. Im sure if theres something I left out either someone will fill you in on it because people seem to know more about my life then I do or Ill think of it later and update about it.
This entries long enough already so Im going to end it now. =)
Peace folks.
-Spin
PS. And just in case you were wondering I have a new crush but most likely youll never find out who it is. =)
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